"I miss you, I miss you so far.
And the collision of your kiss, that made it so hard.
I miss you, I miss you so far.
And the collision of your kiss, that made it so hard, made it so hard.
Way down, off the run.
Singin' songs that make you slit your wrists.
It, isn't that much fun.
Staring down a loaded gun.
So I won't stop trying,
won't stop crying.
If you want, I'll keep on dying.
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?"
Yeah. I miss you. I miss you more than anything in the entire world plus all the things I never had that I always dreamed of having.
I'm miserable. I'm so fucking miserable and there is nothing I can ever do about it.
But I have to keep holding on to hope, and that little amount of faith I have left.
I know how much you hate me.
I know how much you love him.
But for once, could things just go right?
Could I not cry over the past and just remember how I need to feel now?
I'm a wreck, Lioness.
I'm a complete wreck and I love you.
I love you and I need you more than anything.
I am so fucking sorry... just... please.. for the love of god... come back....